In the last few days I spent times looking at my own webcomic and feel this '... what a bad idea to start a webcomic now", not that I don't enjoy the process or not because I'm losing readers. In fact I got a bit more readers compared to few days ago. Although I guess its just because I just listed it on several place. I just hope that people who stumble upon my webcomic think that it deserve another look next time.

So in a way (a slow one) I gain reader. Not much but its fun to see that someone do give the work some attention.

Now the one that broke my spirit is the knowledge how far I am from those webcomic I like (specially in the terms of art), you know I like Jonathon Dalton's art and Megatokyo. But recently I also do lots of webcomic searching and I found tons of nice webcomic out there. Alpha shades, Broken Mirror and lots of other more cartoonic style but still have this profesional look on them. So I began to think I'm 29 going to 30 and there are younger people out there outmatch me in every aspect.

So these went for a couple days before I began to say, "WTH. I might late in doing this. I might not have enough time and such. But at least I still have chance to improve myself. I don't know how long it will take or whether I'm going to make it at all. I just have to fight for it. Its not the result that important (a bit of self deceiving) but how I fight for it."

Funny that yesterday I bump on an art class at Megatokyo forums. It was there for so long but never before I see it. So starting from yesterday I begin to follow each step. Its about character design, from now on I will try to work on every tutorials/classes about art that I can found.

Its about character design for the first step I have to come up with 8 silhouette of the character I want to design. A bit late huh? Since I have do the webcomic, I do wish I found this class long before I decide to start the comic. But better late than never. I just come up with two for Ken David character's design. And one for first female that going to be appear (just wait for tomorrow's update) . I will keep doing this until I got 8 for each and continue with the next step.

So I guess I have a new year resolution. Yay!!